Souled Out

I want to be like Malfoy. In The Half Blood Prince he is working for Voldermort the whole time, completely sold out to his cause. He believes it is the most important thing he could ever do and dedicated to it every day. Harry on the other hand should be focusing on what Dumbledore is teaching him but instead remains completely obsessed with what Malfoy's doing. In previous books Malfoy could not resist the chance to make fun of Harry but in this book it's like he dosen't see the point in it anymore. He has a larger more meaningful purpose to fulfill. The things he used to loose sleep over now just seem petty. So I want to be like Malfoy in this book. He dosen't second guess his destiny, no matter the cost.

I discovered this journal entry in Spain. I looked down at a place I had written, it said "With every fiber of my being." That was it. That was all I wrote. I knew that this is what I desired and there are only a few times that I actually understand it. I went to England with the intention of learning how to worship God with every part of me. I'm still learning.

"The trouble with school is they always try to teach the wrong lessons." -Wicked
Is that really applicable here? I'm not sure, it just came to mind.